Okay, so Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday, I stayed at Cole, and Amber's, it was nice to just get away, and not think about talking to Amanda.
Friday, Amber's Dad came out and to me at my Grandma's we went to the video store, ha we rented like six movies [Rocky Horror Picture show, Now and Then, The Family stone, Saw 2, How to Deal, and 40 year old virgin] again, lol.
Saturday, I don't really remember much, I just remember sleeping in until 3 and going out to the Mall, then we went to Sacred Grounds for coffee, and ate a ton of candy, lol. That night we went out to Arnies and I got some chicken, gah it was so good, lalala ha anyway.
Sunday, Mothers day? My Aunt and my sister came and picked me up from Cole, and Amber's, we went to Reele brothers and date breakfast, with my brother his wife and her family, god I hate so little, but it felt like a LOT, lol. Then we went and got my Mom and took her to the store and what-not.
Yesterday was pretty much rad. My Grandma took me out to the Mall, I met this girl Ashely there that works in Marices with Megan's sister Casey, she helped me find a bunch of stuff, lol. I really let it get away with me and wound up spending just about $300.00 on clothes :x. Then we had to go to Linda's, because that morning, my Grandma called me, and said that Gerry had been put in the hospital, she thought he might have had a heartattack, because he passed out at work, and kept getting wicked hot flashes, so then I called Linda, and she was on her way there, and well...let's just say it's good that he works at the hospital?
Then that night, the computer had been down for about 4days I was getting restless, because I had nothing to do, and TV is just wicked boring, when you're already bored so I got online for a bit, and talked to Cass, and Kayla. Then I just got the urge to call Amanda, so I caved and I did. She answered, and we talked for a bit, and I told her I was sorry that I could, I shouldn't have, she said that she didn't mind, and it was okay that I did, we started talking about how her and I used to be when we first started dating and everything, I just wanted to cry because I miss it so much how her and I used to be with each other, and she told me that she's still in love with me, and wants to be with me, she just can't right now, because her feelings and emotions are confused, and messaged me on myspace about what has been going on. I asked her again if she was with Nikki, and she was talking about how Nikki calls her all the time, and she mostly ignores it cos all Nikki is, is drama, and it's annoying. We talked about other things for a while, then we wound up going to sleep together on the phone again. In all honesty I missed that, I missed having her there at night, she said she missed it too, but I don't know if I can believe it just yet.